Maplestory

hi... okay, this probably is going to make you think im insane, but... i think i have suicide thoughts... they pop up, i cant make them go away, and then i start thinking about them... i cant get my mind off them... help?

what? something happen?

no, but i cant get rid of them

Try...to be happy?
They'll go away eventually....

happy? thats hard, my stepdad is an asshole my mom has been worse since she started dating him (they are engaged atm) and everyone i know is a backstabbing piece of shit... (sorry, just really mad right now...)

Backstabbing?
Is that me included? ;A;
You can think of me as an older sister if you need me ;A;

You may have depression, or schizophrenia if you see hallucinations with it.
Do you take medication for something that may cause suicidal thoughts?
Have you seen a counselor at school?
Have you called a suicidal persons help line (call the one with the green banner on the bottom if you haven't)?
Have you talked to a friendly family member or something?
Is your family abusive?(if yes, go here:Child Abuse Help|Report Line)
Do you have the following things from parental experience?
-Lack of trust and relationship difficulties.
-Core feelings of being “worthless” or “damaged.”
-Trouble regulating emotions.
If yes, call the line.
If not from parental experience, it may be depression or puberty.
Keep through, I've almost done it myself, and have helped kids through this, whether theirs was from bullying or abusive families.
Also, please answer these questions, people can help more.
And if you need me, I'll be here. Like moi, I can be a sister.
KEEP THROUGH, DON'T DO IT.

MsMeowzers wrote: Like moi, I can be a sister.
.[/i]

Sisters.
Wait, How' d you find my nickname?

missedmoi wrote:

MsMeowzers wrote: Like moi, I can be a sister.
.[/i]

Sisters.
Wait, How' d you find my nickname?

I call people by part of their usernames.

i had a knife to my wrist last night, and i have nightmares of what happens after i do it

play your favourite games? idk

PLEASE answer my questions. I can help you even more if you do.

MsMeowzers wrote:PLEASE answer my questions. I can help you even more if you do.

Do you take medication for something that may cause suicidal thoughts? -No
Have you seen a counselor at school? No (Homeschooled)
Have you called a suicidal persons help line (call the one with the green banner on the bottom if you haven't)? No
Have you talked to a friendly family member or something? No (i haven't told any family... they might think im crazy)
Is your family abusive?(if yes, go here:Child Abuse Help|Report Line) no, but my stepfather is an asshole
Do you have the following things from parental experience? lack of trust and core feelings of being worthless or damaged
-Lack of trust and relationship difficulties.
-Core feelings of being “worthless” or “damaged.”
-Trouble regulating emotions.

SpellHeart wrote:Have you talked to a friendly family member or something? No (i haven't told any family... they might think im crazy)

Boy, we are family.
Didn't I say that you could treat me as if I was your sister?
Anyways,
It is true that us humans may sometimes think of ourselves as worthless beings in which nobody cares for, but that is not true.
Do not fall for that dumb trick....
Every single person was meant for something. If you think that the something you were meant for is never coming,
well... You have no choice but to continue your life, hoping that the something that you search for will come to you. Instead of worrying too much about life and death, enjoy the youth in which was given to you, because if you don't enjoy yourself, you will regret it someday.
Life is a huge puzzle, and every single suicide is a puzzle piece gone missing.
We will never be able to replace those puzzle pieces...Spell,
don't do it.....

......im gonna be a real douchebag right now

dont post personal info on the internet some ppl might troll or make fun of you......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYqzzoy18cE
hope this will make you feel better.

chobbilight wrote:......im gonna be a real douchebag right now

dont post personal info on the internet some ppl might troll or make fun of you......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYqzzoy18cE
hope this will make you feel better.

got me laughing.. haha

SpellHeart wrote:

chobbilight wrote:......im gonna be a real douchebag right now

dont post personal info on the internet some ppl might troll or make fun of you......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYqzzoy18cE
hope this will make you feel better.

got me laughing.. haha

ok
as a doctor its my duty to tell you some things
i got some good news and some bad

ill start with the good news: you'r overreacting your live hasn't reached rock bottom yet so you wont kill yourself in the close future

The bad news: your insurance wont pay me with cookies so you will have to pay me 999999999cookies for the examination..... im not a cheap doctor..

Thank you and come again!

Some common symptoms of depression can include:

Feelings of sadness, stress, and/or irritability;-> i feel hated
Feelings of being worthless, hopeless, and/or guilty;-> im useless most of the time
Change in sleep patterns and/or appetite (accompanied by weight changes); -> i dont sleep much, and hardly eat
Loss of interest/joy in hobbies;-> i dont do much anymore
Difficulty making decisions or lack of opinion;-> i wander off into my own world when someone is talking

Causes
Like many complicated mental illnesses, depression is not caused by one particular stimuli.

Genetics seem to play some role in depression, as depression can run in a family. Stress (such as occupational or financial issues) and trauma (like a relationship break-up or a death in the family) also have a major part in causing depression. -> my grandma died a year ago...

SpellHeart wrote:hi... okay, this probably is going to make you think im insane, but... i think i have suicide thoughts... they pop up, i cant make them go away, and then i start thinking about them... i cant get my mind off them... help?

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Mechy wrote:

SpellHeart wrote:hi... okay, this probably is going to make you think im insane, but... i think i have suicide thoughts... they pop up, i cant make them go away, and then i start thinking about them... i cant get my mind off them... help?

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